So, one of the many reasons I joined this site was because I'm in desperate need of help. Well, I wouldn't say
desperate but I really just want to know something.
Okay, this all started when I was in seventh grade. There was a bus that I took to go to school every day. It was a normal day, tons of adults, tons of kids, ya di da. Second week of school, I saw this guy on the bus. He seemed like an ordinary guy, you know? He wore baggy pants, a hoodie, Vans, always that beanie cap, and occasionally a skateboard or a book. I took one look at him and I said to myself, "Hm...he's cute." Then I didn't think nothing of it throughout the day.
Then I always saw him, same bus, every day. Before and after school. At that time I was in middle school, and he was a freshman in high school. We're just two years apart [did some analyzing]. I don't know why, but after recovering from a situation that I had with one of my ex-best friend David (don't get me started), I just started to like this stranger. I called him "Aaron" because he looked like an Aaron, haha. Yes, I name strangers. Anyways, every day when I saw "Aaron", my stomach flutters and I get uber nervous. Aaron is in ninth grade, I'm in seventh grade, there's no way a guy like him would like me. Not that I'm bad looking, but I'm just very awkward and I would be outgoing to some people, but to others--I'm shy.
Anyways, it's been two years now, and I really like him. I don't even know him, but there were times when he glanced at me and he gave me a smile. I don't know whether or not he likes me, or if he would consider just talking to me. I mean, I just graduated 8th grade, I would be in 9th grade and he would be in 11th. I don't think he has a girlfriend, so that might be good news.
Anyways, there were some times when I gave him a hint that I liked him. Like I would be talking to my friend and he would be right there, and I would talk LOUDLY and I would look at him just to see if he was looking, and he would occasionally glance and then go back to doing whatever he was doing and yeah.
I can't even add him on freakin' myspace, because I'm too chicken he would think I'm stalking him (even though I might be
). I'm also taking the same bus as him for quite a while now, because my new school would be on the same route as his school.
1. What can I do in this situation?
2. Any suggestions?