God who the hell is sad? What is that shit, the world is fucking perfect... like an oister and shit...

L O L.. I kid. Just wanted to post and don't worry I'm probably insane, depressed / bipolar. WEE!!!!!! MAYBE EVEN PSYCHOTIC! but who gives a fuck right? sometimes you know you're beat, you're fucked so hard that even the devil admires the son of a bitch who did it... it all depends what you really want, what matters to you more than anything else. Sitting there like fuck... I just wanna shoot my head in but then it hits you... you still got someone that can drag you through the fucking mud like you were nothing and you gotta get back to them because you _never_ want to disappoint or they'll hurt you more. Pulling the trigger is just entering a new kind of hell were you're all alone, flying solo! At first it's cool, but then you are lonely and realize that holy shit! You gave more of a fuck about them than you thought... or maybe you knew you did but you just wanted to try something different. Damn some days you just want to be important and not get shat on a whole lot, like hell all someone wants is you? That you as yourself are enough for them. But good luck with that for that is a whole other kind of hell... The dead die and live with what might have been forever, the living with what is in hopes of a new tomorow without lifting a finger to help themselves, they too are dead.

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