So, I have a slight problem. Well, I think it's a slight problem but everyone around me is telling me about how it's wrong and sometimes people push me to do what they think is right.

Here is my problem. I find food to be something that will only make you weak. Something that will bring you down and something that will make you depended on it. Sometimes when I don't eat I'm completely fine. I have more enegry and everything. But then when I eat my stomach feels like it's going to blow and I feel sick, like dizzy sick.

I know why my stomach feels that way. Mainly because I use to go hours or days without food. And then people would put food in front of me and I wouldn't be rude so I would eat it all without having to tell them my stomach hurt. Minutes after eating I had the urge to get sick, not because I wanted to puke but because it hurt so bad. I got to the point where I had to take my sleeping pills, which help with sickness only to help my stomach calm down.

So, today, right now it's 11:52pm, I have only ate half of a sandwich and that was at 1:15pm earlier. I threw half of it in the trash and no one saw and I didn't care if they did. But to me the best part about not eating is getting that burning feeling in your stomach. I get a lot more heart burn because there is nothing blocking the acid, so it comes up in my throat.

Does anyone else have this problem? Do you think it's a bad problem? What should I do?
All opinions are welcome.

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