What did he do on the cruise that things went worse? And how did you had an idea before? There must be something you thought that made you imagine things might go worse.... and the time he kissed you, you felt like that because you still love him and somewhere in your heart says, IF things were so fine..it would be great!

I don't know what all happened that made you think its better to break up now, but if its bad and things cant go fine, get over it...break up can be better, but still...3 years is a lot.....

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