Anyways, yeah I've been depressed. And lately the past two years it always happens at the end of January. Why I have no clue? But a lot of it had to do with me coming out to my parents at that time of the year. Like last year I came out to my mom in January and I came out to my dad this past January. But yeah, I think now that I'm pretty much all the way out things are going to be a lot better.