Honestly, I was thinking quite the opposite. I do care about my boyfriend, I'm just getting really exhausted from trying. When school starts, we're gonna see if it makes any difference. Plus, the senior guy thinks I'm crazy and obsessive, remember that, I thought the fact that I have a boyfriend would help convince him that I'm not obsessed with his brother, and it won't seem like I like him either. I'm trying just to be friends first, but I don't know how to talk to him. The books idea is good, sorta what I was thinking, find a way to bump into him or something, but I don't know.. best idea I've got so far though.. lol