Yes you are good looking in your own way
Thats horrible... you dont seem to get much support/understanding towards it, thats rather sad. Wil they not let you sit down, talk to them about it? If not pm me or i really would suggest seeing someone, like a mentor. your life needs turning around, but you cannot do it by yourself, the only people that can help are friends, mentors etc. It really helped me, i see a mentor now and shes excellent. Im sorry theyre so like that with you Perhaps they need to realize from another persons view, what position you are in.