I don't have any friends, I didn't have many before I left my old school, and our friendships have been severed. We lost touch, there were some bad situations where they showed they weren't real friend. They can't be repaired and I wouldn't want them to be. It sounds like I'm exaggerating, how can anyone not have any friends? My therapist had a hard time believing me but I swear to you, I am in contact with no one and have no one to contact.

People are telling me to get a job etc... but I suffer from extreme anxiety, I was trying to get myself to walk into a barbers for 2 weeks, because I just couldn't, I can't explain why, I just become overwhealmed with anxiety when I'm in social situations.

The problem is that staying in my room till 2011 is going to make things much worse, as you can obvioiusly imagine, but how can I get a job when I can barely bring myself to walk into a barbers?

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