Well kill yourself... or show a doctor; infections are slow and painful. It sounds like you're between a rock and a hard place, but at this point I'd probably just forsake my mom and go with my dad. Don't worry about it though, a lot of people have tried to kill themselves for stupider reasons. I suppose you should find yourself a reason to live out of all of this as well because living without a purpose isn't much of a life at all now is it. Good luck to you man.

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