Originally Posted by Mayank

Run away means go back to my home town and then decide what should I do. I cant stay here and keep crying. I feel like going to the airport tomorrow morning and take a flight of day after and go back to my town. I cannot think of any other solution.

I cannot talk to my parents that I want to come back. They wont let me.

I dont know what should I do or whats going in my mind. I cannot ask my cousin sister. She is strict also...and will not let me go....I have to do something myself. So much stress and stuff in my mind. I ofcource want to live!

As far as I can see, staying here.....I will die!