I'm sure everyone loves their best friend. . .Only the way i love him is more than friends. I am 14 and a chick, my best friend Benn is 18 and a guy. About a week and a half ago we got drunk at a party i have a fetish with his hips because they stick out alot so i was touching his hips all night. he has no problem with it and likes me doing it. So anyways that was happening most of the night and then we went to go to sleep and of course being best friends we were sleeping right next to each other. So i was really cold and he was holding onto me to keep me warm and such and i was touching his hips and then next thing i know he kissed me. We were like that for what seemed like ages and then we fell asleep with his arms around me.
We've drunkenly hooked up the first time we met when we were drunk at a party but it wasn't like this
I think I'm in love with him. I don't know how to tell him. An whats worse is that him and my two other best friends are moving away next year to Uni so i don't know what I'll do without them. I've recently been diagnosed with depression and Benn is one of the only people who makes me happy. How do i tell him i love him more than a friend.

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