Originally Posted by tessa_s212

I, like another, suggest you see a doctor. This may not be your fault.

But, in many cases, you CAN help yourself. I struggled a lot with self hatred, depression(both caused by genetics most likely and also self induced), and anger problems. It took a process of over 3 years when I finally began to deal with my anger to get to the point where I am now. You must change your entire outlook on life. You must learn to recognize when you begin to have depressed thoughts and tell yourself that you are lying and not to listen, that you are instead wonderful and worth living.

And though many people on here many not be able to relate to the twin thing.. I can. I'm an identical twin. I know and understand the constant pressure, the comparing, the expectations, the "perfect" one.

I"m always willing to lend an ear if you need someone to talk to. You can PM me whenever you want, no matter how stupid the babble is, no matter how depressing the things are that you talk about, okay?