Hi skittle, I'm on anti darkness pills too. I've been on them for a year. I hate them and paradoxically cant live without them. I have tried to stop them, but they mess with my head real bad even though I feel like I can finally think clearly. If i do take them I'm vague and fuzzy. If I'm not on them, I get depressed and sad. If I'm on them I'm happier. It suck really bad.

I got drepressed about a year ago, and things have snow balled. First I just hated school, then my job, then my dad had a stroke, then my nephew died of a bullshit reason. I even thought selfishly of ending it. But I only messed myself up. Now I have all the head stuff, and thanks to a vain attempt at suicide I damaged my nerves in my lower spine. So to top it all of I now can't controle my bladder and I wet. So rather than take a chance again, my doctor put on Lexapro. It's a double edged sword. but what can you do?? chin up. what else can we do.

I know I'm only new, but is there any other reasons for feeling like crap?