Thanks Nicole. I really don't think I am ready for a kid. We had our hearts set on adoption. Then he wanted to keep them. I am seriously not ready. I am talking to my boyfriend now about how my mom is kickin me out. He said if I can't stay with my sister I can stay with him.

I think if I really had to take these babies in and raise them we would do a good job but we would need help with family. I can't get rid of one. I remember when my cousin who is 17 had her baby she loved it so much. I think it's impossible not to love your baby. There has to be at least a little love for it. But I do need to talk to someone I can trust. Maybe me and my boyfriend can run over to my sister's house and talk to her. She has a 1 year old son and is a great mother. She supports him fairly well