me and my friends smoke weed alot, like alot alot. but lately ive been smoking more and more and my girl friends are tellin me i act different (they dont know i smoke) thats one reason to quit

last week i was in my garage smokin a stoggie and i got a call from my mom, i answered and she said that my bro got in an accident and she was on her way to the hospital, thats all i knew. through the night i kept gettin more and more info and it turns out my bro stole that car while he was high and toltaled it

i got another call that he might not be okay, i was feelin mad, sad, and a whole bunch of shit, i was pissed i didnt want to ruin my life like that (my bro has 3 felonies) so i went to my dresser and grabbed my pipe, my weed and a pack of stogies and threw them in the lake out back,

now my bro is fine and awaiting court but i still want to smoke

do i stop?