I've liked my guyfriend for 2 years now. He claimed to have liked me in 8th grade and i told him i liked him back but i wasnt ready for a relationship. Last year I only saw him once in the hallways and never saw him again till this year 10th grade. we became closer friends and the feelings that I thought were gone returned, maybe even deeper than before. He told me that before we were to get into any relationship that we should get to know eachother more. I of course didnt mind , it was true even though we were friends we barely knew eachother lol. the conversation ended with a sweet short kiss( it was my first) and starting with the next day we were to hang out and talk. That never happend. Next morning he pulls me aside and tells me that he isnt ready to have a girlfriend and that he doesnt have time due to the amount of school work. But worse he seemed to have blamed me for failing a test. (wtf?) I obviously was hurt and from that day on he barely spoke to me. Ever since we have become so distant and i dont know why but I have strong feelings for him. I want to tell him how i feel but when i ask him that i need to talk to him, he gives me attitude. My friends tell me that i should just forget about him, which i probably should but i cant get rid of these feelings so quickly. I love him. But i dont know what to do anymore, he seems to care more about his homework than the person infront of him. I know that its important to study and all but he takes it to the extreme.

I dont know what to do anymore. I dont seem to exist to him when i pass by and it just plain hurts.

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