ok so last night was this works do, it was all going ok i was very tipsy and he had had quite a bit to drink, so i was trying to get him to dance, and he wouldnt, i felt like i couldnt enjoy myself cause it would mean leaving him alone and i would look bad for it (all his family were there) so i kept on at him to come and dance and he got really pissy about it so i just ignored him. and then he got really lary, he full on shouted and seemed to go to hit me, this is the first time he has ever shouted or been nasty to me at all, but it scared me so much and i cant stand to be around him cause im so scared but i cant stand the thought of not being with him at the same time.
god why is life so confusing!!

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