01-29-2008, 05:39 AM
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I've never been a tidy person. (I dont mean clean tidyness) but as in leaving stuff out etc.
I have a father which i really hate living with. I feel he's constantly trying to change me to be like him (Absolutely tidy) and obviously, there's great confliction there.
The problem is i feel i have a problem of some sort (which he hardly even understands because he is forever being critical and un supportive), and this is causing problems at home because whenever i make a bit of mess i tend to quickly miss it as if it werent there. Whats wrong with me? Could it be because i feel under pressure a lot and lack of confidence around him? I do feel i lack confidence at home, i've sensed the way he has been with me since young, he's never seemed to be able to handle having kids (I never understand why he evn had them if he cannot bare untidyness and a family that may not be like him). He makes out im using excuses with the problems i have etc, but its actually A PROBLEM that he cant be fuked to understand.
I just feel he is why i feel so unmotivated to do anything, i dunno, its just how i feel.
I know its my fault i make sense, but in the past i've been critized whenever i've tried to help him.
Do any of you ever feel this way?
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