Originally Posted by Jay-C

Yep, definetly sounds like love, and i can relate to nearly everything you've said, (especially the jealously) minus the suicidal thoughts.

Once you get put into the "friends category" by a girl its very hard to get out of it. All i can advise is making your feelings well known to her, and try to spend as much time with her as possible. Over time, things may develop, and she may end up feeling the same, close friendships can often turn into relationships, but you have to be there for her as a friend first, and patience on your behalf is a must.

You need to try and control your jealously and suicidal thoughts though, this is obviously easier said than done. Displays of moodiness and jealously will only push her away though, and you could end up losing her as a friend.

Good luck man, and don't do anything stupid regarding your life, you only live once!