i think u should talk to ur friend. or maybe luna is right, writing a letter to ur mother, will be a good idea, because she doesnt give u the chance to talk to her. i dont understant why would a person adopt other kids to help them, if she doesnt have a good relationship with her own kids. furthermore i think that ur friend, if he is a really true friend, will uderstant u and try to help u or at least make u forget.. if u cant talk to him, try to find other ppl to talk to, otherwise the problem will be worse for u.. u cant get through this all alone! and remember, lots of people have problems in their families, u cant be sure that ur friends family is "perfect"... maybe u just dont know.. anyway, u should find sb to talk.. that would be good for u. [i think there are also websites online where u can find ppl who actually know what u should do, to help u, getting advice from someone who does know, will definitelly help u]
and of course if u want to talk, i m here too. all people have problems, and they are relieved if they can talk about them..
