ok so me and my bf went out on a date last night and it was prolly one of the most romantic dates ive ever been on. we went out to dinner then walked around on the wharf, then got ice cream, and walked around the park and such. there was lots of hand holdng and it just felt great.

anywho we went over to some bacci ball courts (its an italian game...kinda like bowling). he was telling me how bacci was italian for kiss and we kinda sat there holding hands. then it got to cuddling and then we just kissed. however i had a vibe the first time that i wasnt doingi t right (i had never kissed before) so i kinda playfully giggled and pulled back some and told him that i kinda wanted to take it a lil slow. then we just kinda cuddled some more and i was "ok more bacci". so we got back to kissing and kinda ended up making out and when we finished we were talking and he told me how he had only kissed a couple times before (i thought he had never kissed before) and i told him it was my first time and he was like "yea i kinda figured that" but i kinda took it as "oh god did i suck or something?"

idk. thats not something i shud worry about right? is it possible to mess up ur first kiss? im feeling a lil embarrassed right now.