hey yall, as some of you know i broke up with my girl of 4 years not long back, recently i've been thinking about her alot, i wake up from dreams about her, some amazing, some i wish i wouldn't have.

we broke up after i found out she cheated like 8 times.
but i love her with all my heart, i feel like such a dickhead,
i don't cry over shit all but one thought of us together kills me inside.

what should i do


i just needed to vent.. thanx for listening..

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