Alright so I just need to get this out of my system.

So I haven't dated a girl in three years and only had 2 serious relationships. The thing is I've lost serious emotion in girls. I mean, I'll think some girls are pretty, hot, etc...But I haven't been interested in a girl enough to be in a relationship with. In the back of my head I've been trying to get into this player type mode because I think that's what some girls expect of me whatever. I've been trying to get in the mindset of a player and it's not working for me. All the while trying to figure this out I've been mentally worn down.

It's just gotten to the point where I'm sick of and I cannot put enough emphasis under sick, of the hard to get game and all of that shit. I just want to find a girl who I like and who likes me back and no bullshit. Apparently that's like asking for the impossible.

I'm not having any evil thoughts or anything of the sorts it's just that I'm fed up with not being able to get with any girls I'm interested in. I'm at the point right now where I don't want to be the nice guy. I'm always nice to people doing this and that only to have it put right back in my face.

I'm sorry for venting guys and gals. I just cannot begin to tell you how much all of this has been on my mind. I needed to tell someone because my best friends could care less.

Thanks in advance.

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