To those who have said "move on": It's harder to move on than you think it is.

cuteoneforever07, I'm really sorry about your friend.

I know how you feel. My friend committed suicide last September, and I still think about her and cry. It's not an all the time thing, but I still greive over her death.

It's not stupid for you to grieve over a friend's death, no matter how long it has been. Just don't let it interfere with your life. You need to go out and have fun with the people you love. Just remember to never hold back and always tell your friends and family that you love them. Don't ever take them forgranted.

Best of luck. If you need someone to talk to, you can always PM me.