Its a long story though, her perants hate me, i can understand why, but im so sorry for what i have done, She was my first girlfriend and i love her so much, she is kind, beautiful everything, I just dont know why my stupid head took her for granted! now she wont answer my calls, she wont email me or anything do i need to give her time or something, its just so upsetting, because she called her mum and dad to come and pick all of her stuff up and i left her before they came and when i got back, my flat is empty, i miss her so much

Thank you for the advice, Personally i know hitting is wrong okay, i have been brought up to know what is right and wrong, but i have made a mistake and i need to get some help, i do believe people who hit women, can genuinly not mean it, because i certainly dont, i love this girl if anyone touches her in the wrong way or hurts her i would go nuts, but then why do i hit her :-S