Well if you can help me I would like it but its sort of too late and i hope that typing it will make me feel better.

So Like a month ago I had a crush on this girl so I was hanging out with her a lot, but then my friend told me he liked her so I decided not to be mean so i left her to him. Afterwards she started to always look for me, always try and hang out with me, would call all my friends foul words and call me the only nice one. She would call me at 10 and talk t'ill 4 am about everything.

Me I was obviously oblivious and did not notice these things, but when i did i decided to be a good friend and not do anything to try and not ruin my friendship. Anyways my friend asked her out and she made out this real bad excuse for why she could not go out with him.

Well anyways im guessing at this time that she got over me and moved over to my other friend and then my other friend asked her out and she said yes. So now I thought i was over her but now seeing them together makes me upset. I know its selfish but it makes me sad seeing them together. Its making me sick...I have not slept a full night since(2 weeks ago)..I get 3-4 hours of sleep a night. The first few days I lost my appetite but got it back 3 days later which is good.

But I think I can get over them being together but the main thing that bothers me is that I feel like I lost 2 friends because now that they are going out I can have a full conversation with either of them because they are always together and end up making out or something so I just walk away.

Tomorrow I'm stuck with them to go to supper and a movie, I will be stuck in the middle once again.