Hi.
I self harm and i have no idea why.
I'm not depressed. My life is good, i mean it's not like i don't have problems it's just that mine aren't HUGE problems like i'm not some starving kid in africa or anything, i have a computer and a roof over my head etc so obviously life's ok.

And i self harm where noone can see it and noone ever does see it so it's not like i'm doing it for attention.

I've been self harming on and off since i was like 10 and i have no idea why.

I really want to stop because i know that it's not right and i don't even particularly enjoy it when i'm actually doing it so i really have no reason to do it so why can't i quit?

The only way i've ever successfully quit anything is smoking which i did by burning myself everytime i thought of cigarettes.
Sooo quitting selfharming by burning myself really wouldn't work because i'd be self harming to quit selfharming.

Any ideas?
I think like as soon as i figure out why i do it i'll be able to stop or figure out how to stop but i just don't know why i do it.

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