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Originally Posted by vanack
My name is Nick, and I've last week, as of today, lost both my brothers.
I, in the past, lost my Mother from the gun-point. After being ruthlessly raped, she was shot to death. At the scene, I watched it all go through from behind ropes. I was tied up. Then shot twice in the legs, as I watched him run.
I watched my mother die. Now I've lost both brothers from a car accident.
I'm 15, and I recently resorted to the use of knives and cutting.
With an abusive father, my life is on the downfall. My GF broke up with me, because she didn't want to go out with someone who DIDN'T do drugs, since she did. I recently found this out.
I have no Idea how to resolve my problems. Multiple suicide thoughts have run through my mind.
My friends, the ones still remaining, told me this:
"With an IQ of 160, you must be able to fight through the mental depression."
Smarts. That's nothing to the human anymore. Everything to half the world population is sex. No I'm not a virgin, but I don't see the point in resorting to sex as a resolution for everything.
I need help. Any tips, suggestions, ETC. will be of much help. I don't know how much longer I can handle this.
Please, help me. |
Well shit.
Everything bad that could possibly happen has basically happened to you.
I won't pity you because the last thing you need is someone to pity you like you are some weakling which you are not. I myself dealt with cutting in the past, and please, please stop it. Each time you cut it gets harder and harder to stop.
Your brothers died, and your mother past away a long time ago. Those things are in the past now. Yes, immensely horrible they are, you have to move on. Hardships, pain, and suffering are all the side effects of life. Thinking of suicide is the easy way out. You were put on this earth to be strong, not to be a coward and run away. Stay strong.
Oh and as for the girlfriend... who needs her?
She obviously is being a little intolerant bitch who never truly cared about what is best for YOU. When she is constantly going on about "me me me" there is no room for the "we" aspect in that relationship.