Here is an update:

I am just back from the field trip. It was freezing cold there. When we arrived, she saw me and called my name and that's it. After that, I came with the same group she was in for the whole time but she did not have any ride with me. After the first ride called Boomerang, she asked if I liked it. I said Yeah and told her that my ears were frozen. She did not say anything. From then on, we did not talk even when we were really close to each other.

The next time she said something to me was when we were waiting for Mind Eraser. She asked if it's warmer in Vietnam now. I said yeah and that's it.

During lunch, we sat opposite to each other but did not talk. After she got dirty by the food ( a plate got blown up and landed on her). I got some napkins and wiped out her shoes and her sleeve.

The last time she talked to me was when we were at school. She asked if Elisha told me how would she want the Science Fair project paper gonna be written. I asked her:" Did she tell you ?" She replied:" Yeah but not specific". She told me:" Can I write about the wing part ( we are doing aerodynamic of gliders in wind tunnel) ?" I said:" You can do whatever you want"

That's the end of the day. She did not talk to me. Instead, she was talking to her ex ( he was in my group too) and her closest friend (Sarah) and other guys. She tried to ignore me or something like that. I feel like we now return to the pre prom problem of talking. She did not mention anything about those messages at all. She did not mention about prom,...

What is the story now ? What should I do ? Kill myself ?