i dont know what to do.
these are the times i wish i could make a difference.
but you cant bring back the dead. and i feel terrible. my heart hurts so much as weird as that sounds. i really really really wish i could do something. i dont want you to reply to this just by saying "thanks your support means alot". i wish i could do MORE.
but im so happy you stopped cutting and i saw your "rate me" page and i said 10 because i have those boxers (lol) but now i rate you 11/10 because your really awesome and its hard to not want to just die from what you just experienced. all i can really say is
ku-dos man
KU-DOS

and in ten, maybe 15 years you're going to fall in love with someone special FOR REAL and its going to be the best thing that's ever happened to you. keep your head high.
you're my idol.
seriously dude.