yea, thanks mariami
the reason why im at a lost is because i just missed out a chance on this guy I have been liking all year and he is graduating now... and now I've come to realize he probably did like me but i stayed away thinking he didnt like me because he use to talk about other girls.

oh and i really need to work on being sweet, most of the times im sour lol... is that something that i can chance or is that just my personality? I don't know maybe its because schools just been really hard this year (curricular wise).. hmm im going to experiment during my summer vacation, im going to another country to visit family and ill flirt with the guys at clubs and see if it works because its not like ill see them again