id rather do coke, then cut my own wrist.
if you need to relax, i suggest weed as it is way better then cutting your wrists or doing coke as it is not bad for your health or anything like that.

but anyways back to your ex, if i were you i would tell her straight up and refuse to wait any longer. this just might be what i would do but think about it, she broke up with you, found another man and is unsure? she sounds like she isnt confused, just taking advantage of you.

but hey, thats from another persons point of view right?