I've been feeling really depressed constantly for about 7-8months now, I didn't feel like I could talk to my mum, but I knew I needed help so I took an overdose on paracitamol during school, I didn't want to die, though I wouldn't have cared if I did, I just wanted my mum to realise so that I could get help, I went to the hospital when I was getting bad pains a few days later as first I told my mum it was just a stomach bug making me sick so I slept it off, they gave me some thing to releive the pain and reffered me to a psychiatrist, I had one session with her but she didn't help she was just being nosey about my family if i took drugs, have had sex, all information I didn't feel comfortable talking about with a stranger so I never went back to see her.

My mum took me out of school for six months (and im in my GCSE year) so she had to send me back to do course work and stuff, I have seen doctor but I don't think he really beleived me because I didn't have any real reasons, I don't even know why I feel like this, everyday I wake up and feel like I can't get out of bed and I look out of the window at the terrible British weather and feel like I can't phsyicaly get up. I have no ambitions and nothing to aim for in life so i see no point anyway im not going to archeive anything so why even bother.

My mum and my Dr had a talk and now she beleives im just lazy and attention seeking, she doesnt see that I need help, I just want to see some one and get help but it seems impossible like everyones against me. Because i'm not doing this for attention, does she really think that I want to feel like this, I have lost nearly all my friends because ive hardly ever left the house.

But now she has started me at a new school, I dont know any one there and compared to my other school which was brand new in a "posh" area this ones terrible, populated mainly by chavs and bullys.

It feels like things can't get any worse but everytime i think that they always do.

What can I do to get help?
I dont want to be like this.
I have been constantly yo-yo dieting for no reason as im already a british size 6, but its the only thing in my life I can feel proud of is when I lose a few pounds, but recently that hasnt even been helping me.