It seems your parents are doubting your responsibility. I'm guessing your a teenager too? (After all its a teen forum.)

This is my prescription. Improve your maturity and respect in the eye's of your parents. Try to make your parents view you as an adult.

1. If your a teenager getting out and getting drunk with friends is a bad idea. This may sound harsh but I'm being serious, make sure your friends know your not going to be drinking. If not, find better friends. If you want to be more respectful in the eye's of your parents, you should not associate yourselves with drinking fools.

2. Discipline yourself and get them done. Respect what your parents say. Think before you do or say anything. I fully believe in following instinct, but not emotion. Review what you are thinking before you say it (not to anger your parents.). Have thoughtful things to say when talking with your parents too. Get good grades, be serious when necessary too.

Once you have risen in respect and maturity for them, sit down and explain how it is stressful for you. After all the goal of this is to be an equal of your parents. If you have done that (through steps 1 and 2), this shouldn't be too hard.

Too shrky. Think, before you say offensive things. Did you know we as humans adapt to certain situations? If a person has been starving for weeks and you give them a big plate of food they will not be able to eat all of it. For their stomach and body has adjusted to living off less food.

Same thing here. If you are living a very good life, then many house jobs and other issues come into play, it has a bigger effect. Now if your life is just fine (as in, not very good), and something shit happens, and shit happens again, and afterwards you are hardened. You have adapted and improved. The next disaster will have less of an effect because your whole scale of life is down one. Whats a lot of money for a poor person isn't a lot of money to Bill Gates. Same thing here.

Your thinking it all deals with your personal resiliency, it isn't just personal resiliency, but your environment too.

EDIT: Suicide is a very selfish thing to do.

Now back to the main point again. Think before you do anything. You seem to be acting more on feeling and emotion then anything else. Don't let it control you. Let it only point in the direction you must go.