Haha. That sucks. Bring a tear to my eye. It really does.
. Ok ok. im sorry. but as stated above you can change that. Talk to counslers and workout. Stop crying. Nothing good comes out of that. Most people are shallow and will only go for looks. The way you described yourself. Sounds kinda disgusting. Not to be mean. Look I used to be the exact same way thats why I laugh (also because i like the sadness of other) but i fixed my sef. I lost 50 pounds (gym) brushed daily all that shit. I fixed myself. (still have my bad personality but i like it
) Everything will turn out right. At least we hope. Good luck.