I was where you were once. I felt so undesierable. i thought everyone who was looking at me was thinking i was fat and ugly. i thought i was to fat,and pimply. I was very depressed for a time. my friends knew i wasnt confadent about myself but they kept telling me i am beaautifull. one day i was so tired of hating my self i tried smiling alot more and talking to people. it turnes out i was wrong about myself. 1 guy had a crush on me once he saw me smiling and just enjoying life. most times we trick ourselves into thinking we have too many flaws. but thats just it. we are all human. everyone has flaws. but if you surrender yourself to those flaws then you will think of yourself as one big flaw. look at the posotive, and try having fun in what you do. before you know it you will be branching out and feeling alot more confadent and honestly the confadent people in life look better than those who aren't. There is probably someone who has a crush on you but you are being to stubborn to realise it lol. just be happy. things will fall in place.
i promise.

best of luck
-Victoria