Even one night is a problem I was put in overnight and went BALLISTIC. Plus even for one night if I have no human contact with anybody I care about I start to go insane and completely lose myself to insanity. I'm like that. I need human contact.

Why? Because when I'm around other people I tend to cling to sanity to make them happy

But when they're not around I let my true self out and it usually ends up bloody.