no. I have been in your situation and have acted the same. heres what your to do, wait a week. and during that week do not contact her in any way, obviously if she contacts you then go right ahead, otherwise, no contact. then you send her one message in a way you know she'll get it. saying your sorry for the way you reacted and you didn't know what had been going off, but your worried about her and wondering why she'd been out of contact for so long. plead to her to get back to you and leave it there. do not contact her again.

when I did this, the boy that I sent the text too that I had acted like you did over, he got back to me the next day saying he was sorry. in fact, our situations are duplicate in a frightening way. he had told me he loved me too. and he said that the reason he hadn't spoken was because he was afraid I'd reject him for his feelings about me. we're now close friends again.