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welll if you really love him then i think for both of your sakes you should stay together, because i think there willl be A lot more heartbreak apart (for the both o you)

BUT you should ask him if you can have Study groups? at your parents house.
Because then you can get your grades up, see them more, and have them shout at you less, and you get see them. Maybe you can ask your family to join your study group to help you an get to know your bf better.

But (no offence) I think your boyfriend needs to find another way to cope with pressure, because you cannot live your life being scared he is going to commit suicide. eg Maybe punching the punch bag at he gym?

if he really loves you, you should talk this throught with him and if he really loves you he would do this for you but you have to make it clear how much you love him.

goood luck hun xxxxxxxxxxx

ps if you need any more help just message me x