06-23-2008, 10:51 AM
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Last Online: 11-16-2008 11:43 AM Join Date: Jun 2008
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Money: 57 | Kinda down in teh dumps lately... Yea my life has been pretty miserable lately. I need to make a serious change in my life in some way or another so any advice would be great. Ive been kinda depressed lately. I cant get any attention from girls no matter how hard i try. I have plenty of female friends, but I can not get them to like me as much more then that due to my serious lack of confidence that I cant seem to correct that cause im not well... good looking. Im kinda thin and lack muscles, along with braces even at my age due to bad timing (I wasnt gunna need them till I realized I had to have them or my jaw would get locked sometimes in my 40s). Im getting sick of being put down by girls because they see my relatively weak character. I've also been bashed for lacking style which is unfortunately true, yet i have to argue thats also true with 99% of the other guys in my school. So yea essentially im a average looking, fashion less, dorky, insecure nerd... Joy :-P Then its gets worse, as I am a straight A student with no work due to the fact Ive always seemed to just get things, and i cant explain it. I slept through every period of Geometry and averaged a 108 % average. So naturally people also think im a nerd and they get pissed that I dont even have to try. My teachers are too easy and this also pisses me off as i feel like there's no point in going to school anymore. Toward teh end of the school year I started takign days outta school just because I was so bored in school it felt like a waste. I also seem to be somewhat of a know it all apparently, even though i dont know how. Most people just tell me to stop acting like I know so much and that its annoying. People tell me im usualyl quite funny but lately ive been so depressed I just never feel in the mood to crack jokes... worst of all my social life over the summer is looking pretty weak too due to the fact that most of my friends are leaving/moving so I dont have anyone to hang with. Right now im just pretty damn pissed and depressed and bored, trying to find some sorta bright side to life... any ideas? |
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