I suddenly do not give a f*ck. I have reached a point in my life where I just don't care about anything. Life itself, how we are all here running around doing pointless shit. When you sit back and look at it all, it is so stupid. I used to be a really insecure shy guy, I would care a lot about what people thought about how I looked, etc... But now I don't care, because I know I will die some day and never exist ever again, which is sad to think about. Going to college and busting my ass for what? a good lifestyle, psh... I always think about this, especially when I am out in public, watching everyone do their thing. I am not afraid to do anything anymore, because why should I be? I could be hit by a car tomorrow and be done with. So I plan on living my life to the fullest, because I am depressed if I don't. I do not believe in god or any of that bullshit. And if you do, then **** you, you are an idiot. I hate stupid people, WHICH IS PRACTICALLY EVERY MOTHER****ER ON THIS PLANET. I just laugh when I see stupid people doing stupid things. I would just say to myself "haha what the ****" as in wtf, wtf am I here for in this moment of time watching this shit happen? So **** it all, don't worry about anything and just enjoy yourself, do what you always were afraid of. Run a ****ing red light, hell get a ticket just to get a ticket and say **** it. That is my point of view.