So yesterday I hung out with this guy that i really really like.
i even broke up with my boyfriend,jake, because i felt so much more love for danny.

danny knows i like him but he kept just flirting with me for fun. so last night i decided to pull away every time he tried to touch my hand or something. and after he left i got a text from him saying i looked really cute. and i said i really want him to like me. here's the rest-

"thanks. i really wish you liked me"-me
"then why do you push my hand away when i touch"
"because i feel like you just do it for fun. your playing with my feelings though. i don't want to pull away, but i feel like i have to"-me
"oh well if michael wasn't there woud it be different"
"yeah"-me
"well we had time before i just don't know how far to go"
"you can honestly tell me you have no feelings for me"-me
"i do though"
"than why haven't you told me? and pretended that you don't"-me

i told him that i wasn't looking for a boyfriend, but i liked him very muchh and this may sound slutty but a summer fling sounds perfect for me.

we got on to talking and i said "so you're not playing around or anything...you ACTUALLY like me?"
and he said "kinda"
but i'm thinking, I'LL TAKE IT!
because "kinda" means that i can get him to like me more.

because hes a really good friend of mine, he knows how far i've gone with a guy (a kiss) and he said, "you haven't ever made out with anyone right?"
and i said. "yeah.."
and he said "i can fix that."


that was last night. and today he kept asking for a picture of me. i kept saying NO but i finally gave in and took a picture of "the frontal area"
i sent it to him over myspace saying how i already regret doing this.
and he said- (read from bottom to top!!)

me 2 sorry we never should talk bout this

wow.
fine.
i feel so stupid now.-me


no maybe not even this week


whatever. i don't really want to talk right now anyway.

do you think you'll be able to talk at all today.-me


it might b a while


well talk to me when you think you can..-me


i cant talk rite now to awkward srry

ok well.

idk. not go out


danny do you like me or are you just playing around?
and if i did want a boyfriend, would you want to go out?
i just don't want to wait until tomorrow to talk.-me



wat else u got 4 me?

yeah.-me


bout wat? Us?



Danny.
i feel so stupid.

can we please talk about us though..-me


i do.


you SHOULD feel bad.-me



i was jk never listen 2 me again i wont show neone. bad idea.
they look fine i just feel bad 4 making u do it .
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i feel so stupid for sending the picture.
i really like him a lot though. i can't help it.


what should i do?