Yeah this might need reading over a few times cause it wont make much sense i dont think ..

Well it began 2 years ago when i met this AMAZING girl at first we didnt really talk much but we knew of each other and stuff and that was allright but when i did get to know her it turned out we had everything in common and i really fell for her for the whole year we ended up becoming really close and allways wanting to talk to eachother and be arround eachother but sadly we were only together for 1 hour a day in one single lesson so my days were good if i had seen her or not .. The next year (Year 11) We drifted apart slightly but i still couldnt stop thinking about her non stop, She was the last person i thought about before i went to sleep and the first person i thought about when i woke up. Till Christmas time we were still really close but some ass spread a rumor about me & her that wasnt true and it totaly ruined our relationship and her Birthday sadly i apologised for her birthday being ruined slightly even though i hadnt done anything and told her i would never say anything like that about someone i cared about so much and she forgave me. But since Christmas till now we've been really distant we hardly see each other now and she hardly comes on msn or myspace so i cant speak to her online. But recently she made the effort to come say Hi to me but we were both really shy and it was so awquad. As we were leaving school in the last few weeks i left her a really long message on myspace for when she does come on telling her how much ive allways cared about her and how ive allways thought she was so special.
If i get the grades i will be going to the same College as her and hopefully i can rebuild such a perfect relationship we have and obviously pluck up the courage to ask her out but im pretty sure ive left it 2 years to late now . .
I know that was long and confusing but can somebody shed some light upon this and give me some advice or anything!

Thanks a lot :]

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