My parents split up afew months ago, I am alittle happier now because both my parents seem alittle happier, and i can have 1 on 1 time with each of them. But i look forward going to my dads house going to movies, playing rockband, sports, eating out, ect. If your not mad at your dad try to call him every day or so so he doesn't feel bad. Remember this is not your fault and you shouln't be mad at yourself. Your going to have to choose who you would like to live with, remember that there both your parents and they both love you. Also if you ever get into a fight with one of them don't threaten to live with the other parent cause it makes them feel bad and you'll feel bad afterwords.