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Originally Posted by manofhopes  Well, sorry if this is long, but it's worth reading. I am going through something right now. Well, my dad just started a new job, and I'm afraid he's going to lose it, because before he got this job, he's been out of work for six-seven months. |
If he gets laid off, he can file worker's comp for up to 12 months.
No mother?
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Originally Posted by manofhopes I am trying to be at peace with God, but I don't see any improvement. |
That's fine. If God's not willing to give you back love, then fuck him.
But your statement doesn't make sense. Are you at non-peace with God, or anti-peace with God? Isn't the absense of peace still peace?
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Originally Posted by manofhopes Also: I've been addicted to gay pornography for three years, and I'm still addicted, and I told my parents, in February, thinking I was going to quit it, but obviously, I didn't, and they don't know that I'm still doing it. |
That's fine, nothing wrong with it.
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Originally Posted by manofhopes I want to be free from this, but I don't know. |
You either do or you don't. Why do you want to be free from this?
What's wrong with it on an occasional or weekly basis?
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Originally Posted by manofhopes Now, it's causing me depression, and I feel like God has left me, and I feel like if I give up on him, that my dad would lose his job because of me, so I don't know what to do. |
How can gay pornography cause you depression?
If your mentality is that if gay pornography causes you depression, and you'd be willing to quit it, then if God is causing you depression, you should also leave it.
And if you feel your interest in gay pornography or interest in God is responsible for your Dad's likeliness of losing his job, you're completely out of context.
Neal C.