first of all I'm so sorry this happened second of all don't feel bad for it was NOT your fault you were raped their fault and their fault ONLY. Thrid of all you may never get completely over it,but that is completely ok and understandable because you are right no one deserves this at all. It is also ok to be afraid to talk to guys after what happened certainity when you don't know them so that too is completely understandable but just remember that as fast as this world is going down hill there are still some very nice and respectable guys out there. I also think that it is great that you are going to classes for help with this that is the first step to healing is talking and knowing that you aren't alone. I am here if you need to talk

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