I think you're thinking on this way too much, haha. I can tell you that being fourteen and fifteen is sort of a phase and eventually you'll get out of it.

I'm sure you don't mean any harm to your family. If you really want to get out of this phase, I suggest you do something about it; control what you do or say.

Good luck to you

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