Yea i know i fucked it up this time, The last time we actually talked was last year. But i don't know. I think she decited her help to me was not going to help, so she left. I get upset about it every time i think about it. I HATE This. I don't hate her at all. I just wish she would try to talk to me again. So i could try to make things write with her. I know i'll never b able to b her bf again. But just want her friendship now. Is that to much to ask for, I know i screwed up. But there was so much on my mind, i never really got to tell her everything that was going on inside me. I got close. but there was still a lot she doesent know. If i could just b able to talk to her for a minute, that would b great., I'd tell her what i wanted to tell her before she stopped talking to me, Then leave her alone for ever. God this is making me sad now.

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