The point of the matter is; you didn't.
Doesn't that show you how much power you have? How strong you are?
You're a lot stronger than you realise.

It's normal to have suicidal thoughts, most people do.
You're not alone, trust me.
Is there anyone you can talk to? Get your feelings out of your system.


I don't agree that getting a bf/gf will help, really. :/