I'm sorry you feel that way. I know a bit about how you feel and it sucks.. a lot.

No, don't think you're not good enough for anyone. You're young, you still have a long long time to find love. Don't expect to fall in love right now. Not every relationship will last in high school. I'm not saying it's impossible, but these are the years for looking. These are the years to have fun so that later on in life you can find someone truly right for you without regrets.

I know it's tough to think so sometimes, especially when you're in one of the lows, but you only get one life. One you. You might as well enjoy yourself. It doesn't matter how much you hate yourself- it won't change a thing. So why not try to enjoy it all instead of trying to end it? It's a hell of a lot better feeling.

Good luck with everything. I hope things turn out okay.